Sunday, April 30, 2006

'twas dark
'twas furious
'twas a painting of a struggling soul

your heart's restless

hunger pounding on every spoiled tummy
everything else bear epidemics
even those who possess the deepest faith
are now epileptics

the end was near you see
and everybody was in hiding

although some are lucky enough
to spend this dying incident alone...

~may their wisdom provide the right emotion
to be ready and face the unknown~

some are just born to drown
having someone by their side
can only alter their inner peace

His hand wrapped within hers
their eyes locked tight
it was warm, close to healthy
nothing can break them

"hold me forever now, just like the way you've held me then"
she was quite demanding a love_forever_lasting
"build me a home comparable to the heavens.
don't ever leave me a...

it was obvious
she had a lot in her mind
but she was not able to finish radiating
her dreams after life

He was looking straight into her eyes
or maybe even deeper
her man whom she have known for the longest time now
suddenly became a stranger
the aura that her man brought
was something that was hard to understand

and it scared her

the silent protector raised His now rotting finger
and placed it right in front of her eyes
as if trying to close it
then he whispered into her ears
softly

"Let it go"

suddenly
this lovely lady felt something unusual
a feeling so intense
that it blocked out all of her reasons
for being happy


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we have had all the time in this world to talk
but we've wasted it
now is the time to stay silent

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Pain
Hatred
Rejections
Crashing cars
And a whole lot of...
I don't wanna see you anymore
almost always teaches you something
Shit!I never thought learning could be this bad


N E V E R


N E V E R


N E V E R


G R O W U P




Friday, April 21, 2006

I have stirred
passionately
they have exploded
aggressively

It was new
It tasted good

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

A crying heart
for every wasted dream
chanting hopeless screams
I'm a useless soul
for sale

but a day may come
where a flame will burn
beating down these flaws
one hundred punches per turn,
we'll rise in a grandiose occasion
to worship and embrace
my holy rhythm

I hold it close
I let it burn
I keep the fire
that none dare churn

I hold it close
I let it burn
I keep the fire
that none dare churn

keep it close
let it burn
heed the fire
that none dare churn

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

I should have left my life and ran after you
I should have buried my anger and dosed myself sometime with you
I should have been brave enough to hold you close
I should have never let you go

Saturday, April 01, 2006

You are nothing but our imaginary friend
You did not define us...
We defined you