She

Another slap on the face

I dance and fry away
I drove you far in the distant sun
where flowers grow bright
without water in sight
birds singing with their hearts
not with their voice

there, hope Shines through
even if there is no light
sadness could never be defined

never looking back
we feel the heat burning out of our skins
we feel the cruel taste of melancholy
slowly but consistently fading
falling farther and farther away

yet
somewhere in the middle
of this magnificent bliss
you sensed an intense amount of grief.

you left

a huge amount of heavy debris
suddenly fell right above my chest
squeezing hate out of the sweet little me
let me rest, oh please let me rest.

my mind has betrayed me

those rational thoughts that could
have made me a bit better
magnified a boy
who is now getting bitter

and now my heart is full of regrets

Shine on

picture of a smile
burning furnace of desire
across your sweet face

trees dancing on air
sweet waves Shining everywhere
I miss you so much